After the Fact


I hear your voice before i can see your face
my heart starts beating fast, my tummy starts
to feel all giddy, tears start falling down my
face... i've got a good mind to run but...

I really love you
I really want the
the best for us, but

I feel you before i can see you, i smell the scent
of your cologne before i see you, Oh my! so this is what
has become of us, the pain in my heart increases i
feel the hurt even more strongly than before...I've got
a good mind to run but...


I really love you
I really want the
the best for us, but

Now i can see you dimly through my teary eyes, i wipe
them away before you get closer, before you see what i'm
going through, i put myself together and put on a brave
face for my sake and yours, I've got a good mind to run but...


I really love you
I really want the
the best for us, but

Now you're near me, you put on a smile, I smile back, I mean
what else is there to do. You hold my gaze longer than you should.
You greet me now.Oh my how polite you are and as I respond I catch
a glimpse of the person I love, so gorgeous and sexy you are. I've got
a good mind to run but....


I really love you
I really want the
the best for us, but

And as I turn to walk away you grab my hand and look me straight in
the eyes. I look deep within them, and I can hear them pleading with
me and I see them trying to read mine to firgure out why? Suddenly I
see it... you've got a good mind to run but


You really love me
You really want the
the best for us, but

The hurt that i'm feeling you feel it too, the love that i'm feeling
you feel it too, the longing that i'm feeling you feel it too. I can see
it so clearly now, and as I free my hand from you and turn to walk away,
my heart beating faster trying to break its self free from my aching soul,
tears trickling down my face, Oh my! so this is what has become of us?...


I really love you
I really want the
the best for us, but


I turn and take one last look, to look at the person I love so dearly and as
I turn around and look at you, my heart breaks to a thousand pieces and
my soul screams silently, as I see you standing there looking at me with tears
trickling down your gorgeous eye. I've got a good mind to run to you and hold
you close but....


I really love you
I really want the
the best for us, but

I know it and you know it, Its better this way,
It will get better with time...
The love will never die but the heart will move on.....

Comments

  1. why! why! why! this end kodwa, its beautiful, two beautiful-folks who can feel each others hearts, its fantastic,undenyable chemistry, its love man. now you are making me cry with this ending. it's really not what i heard in mind

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  2. yes some roads are meant to end, or we choose to end them coz we believe its for the best or the fight is to hard but the journey is never forgotten...

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  3. chinese people teach us to be smart, choose the fight you believe you'll win, so if you chose it, its rare that it gets to that point where you say "it's hard that i think of quiting" i myt be wrong, i know i've been b4 but not often

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  4. uhm unfortunately in reality people quit when it gets tough only a select few actually see it through

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  5. what are you saying that i'm a chinese movie?

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  6. scratch that last comment...

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  7. well not in so many words but yes

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