Feeling Trapped

 I want to quit but I'm scared

I want to leave but I'm afraid

What will I eat if I quit?

Where will I stay if I quit?

What will happen to my daughter?

What will she eat?

What about her school?

What about her well being?

But I'm so depressed, but I'm so miserable

Yes the environment is changing but my feelings are still the same

I still feel trapped, I still feel trapped. 

I feel like a bird in a cage, just enough freedom to move around but not enough for me to get out and spread my wings and fly. 

Hamster in a wheel. 

Am I slowly going mad. 

But what if I find something better?

What if we don't starve?

What if I succeed?

"What in this economy, there's no way!" they say.

"Why you don't even have a plan!!!" they say.

Urggggghhhhh I feel so trapped.