Farewell father

So you're gone
Well I suppose this is goodbye...

There should've been more time
but I probably wouldn't have utilised it
would've probably did what I always do..
keep you in the background ....
like you did with me when I was a kid growing up...


You deserved it I told myself
Its only fair
I don't need you anymore

... the lies I told...


But what does it matter now?
You're gone , into another world
a world of spirits
where bodies are not welcome.....

I understood though ,
I believe in the end this is what you wanted
you got tired
you gave up

You tried , you changed
but we wouldn't let you forget
you got tired and God decided ...

It had to happen ....

Just incase you didn't know, I understood you
Your laughter was my favourite , those calls
when time by went by without them,

I missed them and I'd call
I suppose that was your plan
To be missed and loved once in a while.

I forgave you, but you didn't have to know that...hmm

Farewell Father....I believe now that you are up there
you have more power and control then you did down here
so maybe just maybe , you've become my brightest star.

Farewell Father......