Then it fades

I sit there and stare with love through my veins but hate in heart...

I get on my knees every night praying to God
"please make me a better person.."
" please fill my heart with love.."

He stands there with love in his eyes
and lust in his veins
confussion in his heart

i look at him with confusion in my eyes
with rage in my veins
and love in my heart

He offers his heart to me
I take it glady
for i know...
the floor it shall hit
and my feet shall they it stomp

so at night once again on my knees
" God please make me a better person..."
"God please fill my heart with love..."